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Caro, my cousin. Idk where i would be without your guidance and help. You have always been there for me through the toughest times. Even when u were going through ur own hard times. You have always stood behind me through every decision ive made even though they werent always the best. You’ve taught me what i know today. I have also learned through ur mistakes a thing or two.  When i need you, your there, and when u need me, im here. You know more about me than my own mother. You would never judge me. You tell me something straight out. I LOVE YOU CARO! and thank you for everything you have done for me! weve gone through alot because of our family, but always know we have each other!

Mom, i will have to say that you are truly one of the greatest mothers out there! i am one out of 3, your oldest, your only girl. Never have i once felt you loved one of your children more than the other. You never put yourself first, whatever you have, you give it to us. Your care about your children, you dont let me go w. whoever. And even though sometimes i bitch and fuss i know why you do it. I understand what u mean when you say “everything in life has a time” and i go by that. You have let me do things that your mother never let you do! I have done things very little people my age have been able to do. You would never abandon me, let me walk out. You keep a roof under your children’s heads and u sustain it very well. You hide all your problems so we wont see whats really going on and focus on what we need to. & i know you want whats best for me, I appreciate it! Thank you for everything you have done for me. I know you never hear me say this at ALL, but I LOVE YOU! & i thank god for having such a wonderful mother like you!

Papa, my REAL dad,Theres nothing really i HAVE to say. But i do have to tell you Thank you for being that way towards me, telling me you never really loved me nor my brother.. that ur youngest was your most loved. (one that was really a mistake, one that you werent even married to the mother of.) Oh but you love him? Because he calls you more to see you?!!! The only reason why he ever really liked you was cause he wanted to see my brother. Another one of your child you said u dispised. You were drunk, i dont think u remember much, but I do.. and VERY WELL. That night replayed in my head many nights after that. You never even said “Im Sorry.” You still havnt. Dont think you ever will. Im glad you never took a picture with me for my 15’s, im glad i have no pictures with you what so ever.. you did say u didnt care about me and wished i was dead. Well dead i am to you. I dont even know why i went to the hospital that night. Maybe i was looking to see a “new” you since u saw that God was giving you a second chance. But we had nothing to say. So i have nothing to say to you. Just a thank you for all of this. I’ve learned alot from you, & i hope i dont make the mistake my mom made to find a man like you!

Dad, my STEPDAD, i want to say THANK YOU! for being the best father ive never had! yea we’ve only known each other for about 3 or 4 years, but you make me feel like ive always been your daughter. your always on my side, you help me and your there for me! you have taken the place of my real father and have done well. Im glad you have come to my life. I know you care a lot for me. More than my father ever would. You do little things for me, and you tell my mom little things that she passes on to me that tell me you think of me as your own. you care, you worry. I know you have always wished for a girl but life has only given you boys. Im your only one and you treat me like gold. I wish you couldve joined my family sooner, your what my family needed. I love you!

(am i the only one that cried writing this day?) >.<

Claudia, it will be 3 years this august since i first met you. During these 3 years, we both have grown up soo much since that first time we met. We have gone through our shares of heartaches and mistakes, and through it all we have been there together, to help one another. & it was weird how when soemthing would happen to me, it would happen to you too, as if our lives were connected at some point and we were ment to be here to help the other one go through it and make each otehr smile in the end. We too have had our ups and downs through these years. We have annoyed eachother to the point where we needed to take breaks from ourselves, but in the end, we came up high and forgot anything had ever happened. Thank you for always being there when i needed you. your probably one person that knows what i have gone through and knows what it feels like, and we were able to share our experiences with each other. this is just the begining, there are more years to come!

Janett, Even though we dont hang out everyday, we dont talk everyday, weve known each other more than we havnt! going back to the friendship your father and my grandpa had since god knows when! I still coinsider you my bestfriend! at the end of the day if we ever need to tell each other anything! we dont have the same taste in ANYTHING whether it be boys, music, or clothes! But ur the one person i cannot remember a day that we argued! we have each other, when we have no one else. and thats the way it will continue to be as i see us living in the same place for a while! haha.

Stephanie, while we have known each other for almost 3 years, this year brought us closer than ever. We have built a friendship over a year that i havnt seen anyone do. We aim each other for hours whether it be about our parents or boy problems ( which is most of the time ;) Yes we had our ups and downs like typical friends do, but in the end we put it all behind and forget it even happened because we know that these arguments arent worth jepordizing our friendship for. I basically live at your house! im there almost every day! I think im one person this year that has impacted your life because with the help of claudia and yessenia we have made you stronger when it comes to life. we have shaped you up and given you the support u needed in order to get through most things that have happened this year. i know nothing will interfeer with our friendship and we will be here for each other always.

Fausto, My Biffle! I’ve knwon you since FOREVERRR! your not only my best friend but my brother, you have been here through the good, the bad, and the ugly! from our accident to the heartbreaks. You’ve always accepted me in evrything i’d do and have never judged me! How cool is it to have a friend who’s birthday is a day before theirs! we even celebrated ours together a number of times and when there would be a cake, my mother would also sing you happy birthday! I doubt there will ever be a man as big as you, that my mom would trust me with! lol But inside there, is a guy with a huge heart! While other friends have come and gone, we have been together for whats going to be 12 years! Ive known you for more years then i havnt! and no matter what im going to be here whenever you need me to! i love youuu!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Im soo sleepy >.< ive slept 5 hours in 2 days! plus i start school tomorow! but.. just when i thought i could go home to sleep right after my 2 day long orientation.. stupid school slams us with a stupid book! a book! i have to read it by tomorow! wth! impossible! its idk how many pages long.. and im sleepy! its only going to make me sleepier >.< FML!! i wana sleeeeppppp :((